He managed to came back and I had chance to bring him to the place that I really eager him to see. Lata Tembakah, the most magnificent picnic port ever. He will stun for looking at the view of the most beautiful panorama of the waterfall there. Seriously, my eyes forgot to blink for seconds when I first saw the view of Lata Tembakah. What a beautiful place. Very stunning one. Then, I planned a picnic to entertain him and wanted to make him never forget the picnic for entire of him life. I came out with the idea of making a barbeque there with budget of rm80. Burger meat, sausages, Twister, chicken to grill and some tools for the picnic. What an economic spending.

He looked fatter than before. I guessed
his mum feed him well (HAHA). He talked too much during we set about the
journey to Jerteh for Lata Tembakah. The presence of Bad makes him laugh much.
I guessed my plan worked well. Well, I can’t make him and the others happy
because I don’t know how to make them laugh. That is my disadvantage and I feel
bad about it. In my silence driving mode, I smiled in my tiny heart. Izzat and
the others laugh cured the wound perfectly. I felt invisible for a while and
most likely I was watching them enjoyed the conversation through the mirror. My
lips were curling. At edge of my heart I wanted to laugh with, but I disabled
to. Hearing the laugh would be enough for me to resemble a tiny deep core of
pure happiness. I owed it.
2.30pm-Hutan Lipur Lata Tembakah. We
walked for 800m to the most stunning waterfall ever-our picnic site. We brought
along our stuffs and ever jumped over the high rocky cliff across strong
current of waterfall. For Raznan, he can’t extremely overdo it. He had involved
in an accident months ago. So, I accompanied him to swim over the waterfall
pond with depth of twice my height. The pond was green I even cannot see the
bottom of it. Then, we started to set our site. We grilled the chicken first
then some us went to swim at waterfall pond. I was likely happy to see they
enjoy swimming. They made me never stop smiling with their action, Izzat and
Bad of course. They made a few funny pose to snap photos. Most likely like
children, Izzat for sure. He ever climbed the dangerous rock nearly the
waterfall to jump into pond, again and again. I ever felt hesitated and worried
that he might slide over the sharp rocky area due to the slippery rock surface.
Well, I have to responsible for all the unfortunate accident that might happen.
They also took a picture under the water by using Sony Experia X of Bad. That
was exactly awesome. They looked so funny when having some snaps in the water.

Then, we went for the barbeque. I made the barbeque spices by my own and I worried if it tasted awful. But, I heard no complain from them. HAHA, the spices worked and I never thought it tasted well. Even Izzat ate 4 pieces of chicken. They wolfed down all the foods and I thought maybe I should leave them to satisfy their appetite – took some swim at pond.
The sky was getting dark. Perhaps it was the time to go home. We packed the things and got back to other side of the stream. I really hope that they will never forget the moment just now. It was the only thing I afford to do. Perhaps that moment will remind them to me. Well, I will move to Kuala Lumpur soon for 5 years and I’m afraid that they might forget me when they hang out with their new friends, Izzat perhaps.I sent them back to their home respectively. The last person to send was Izzat, of course. During I was driving to send him home, we talked much and I even overdrove and missed the junction of his way home. 8.30pm, his mum was too worry about him. Well, I safely sent him home then made my way off.
I drove home. In car at a busy highway with no one accompanied me except for myself. Silent but annoyed by the sound of car engine. Where the laugh gone? In the deep inside my heart there was me alone right now. I missed his voice much and perhaps only the voice of laughter. No matter how happy I was just now, it was about myself and I was happy for them because they enjoyed the picnic. What resembled me on that time? Was I happy or unhappy with them? And then Izzat’s words 2 years ago haunted me back “set your mindset, Yoel.” I already tried Jak, but I can’t. I sorry